here's the rundown:
i'm lying in bed, dreading the 3hrs of work i have to do that i forgot about until about 10pm tonight (i was at a happy hour/mixer w/LL and MS). ugh. but the upside to some recent office drama is that i now know that i'm thought of as a "power player" at work and my time and expertise are highly respected.
yay.
on the man-front:
i just got Che to admit that he had a "moment" where he was like, am i working towards what i want and where i want to be in 10yrs? and that's why he called me. yes, it's flattering. also, i'm pretty.
things *were* going really well w/JG. i don't know where he gets it, but he is amazingly good at being adorable. the seder went very well, and so did the funny business. we were emailing and texting all last week and it made me squeal like a little school girl, multiple times, at work. seriously, i don't think i've ever been wooed the way he works EVER EVER EVER.
then last weekend while i was at that wedding (IG (who shared a room w/me), BL, GL, JMS (w/o wife b/c she was sick), FM and his current girlfriend and some other people from [northern city] were in attendance) i decided that, after getting drunk at the hotel after the ceremony and then waiting for the reception dinner to start (we started drinking at the restaurant in the 1.5hrs that we had to wait for dinner to actually start) that i needed to know if JG and i were dating. b/c just in case some really hot guy from the wedding wanted to fool around, i would need to know what was and what wasn't off limits (obviously i did not tell JG this). so i called him and asked him two burning questions. the first was whether if he grew out his hair (on his head) he would have a jew-fro (he's afraid it might be). the second was, "so are we dating?" and his response was..."good question..."
so he didn't think that it was technically possible to date (wtf) and he's never dated out of town. i, on the other hand, have significant long-distance dating experience and i reminded him of that. so we talked about it a little and he said that i was definitely someone that he wanted to date. and i mentioned that it's unfair that females are disproportionately more likely to bring up this kind of stuff in heterosexual interactions. he agreed. then he said that it was something we should talk about more.
on sunday i called him and left him a VM apologizing for ambushing him w/the question, and he called me back and we had a nice little conversation until he got to the hockey rink (he is a coach for a disabled hockey team), and he asked if he could call me afterwards. i said sure. he never called.
we've been emailing (we send each other daily photos) still, but i've reined it in some b/c i'm confused and don't want to get hurt (even more?). i can't tell if he's still interested. perhaps he's just not that into me? but then why continue to tell me that i'm his favorite asian? why continue to send me photos?
not quite sure. before my dunderhead move on saturday i was hoping we were going to move to the next step (regular phone conversations) and i was considering telling people i was pretty much off the market (another reason for my burning question). now i'm not sure where things are going.
and yes, my desire to talk to/be w/Che waxes and wanes, depending on my JG-mood.
i'm horrible. and rundown.
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